I want to say something, but don't know where to start.Can only put it on the bottom of my heart.是什么意思

I want to say sorry i will want to say I want to say sorry to you I want to say everything to you. I Know What You Want to Say i never want to say goodbye意思 I am only want say hello to You know what I want to say ? I only want to say happy birthday I do not want to say anything about friend ,i want to say nothing I just want to say fuck you I just want to say nothing I just want to say fuck you. I don't want to say anymore I want to say nothing but sorry. if i say want to be you i just want to quietly say