I wasn\'t going to be one of those people who die wondering.What if?

I wasn\'t going to be one of those people who die wondering.What if?
I wasn\'t going to be one of those people who die wondering.What if?

I wasn\'t going to be one of those people who die wondering.What if?
我不要变成那些在死的时候还在胡思乱想的人.如果……

我不打算成为那些到终老都在胡思乱想的人中的一个。
what if? 没说完，估计是想表达“要是我怎样怎样生活，就会有所不同”之类的感慨。

从考试书上看到的：有些人到死都会不断问自己“如果我……会怎么样？”