BUT I WANT I MUST I DO APOLOGIZE FOR ALL THAT I'VE DONE

BUT I WANT I MUST I DO APOLOGIZE FOR ALL THAT I'VE DONE but i must go I want to give up,but on second thoughts,I thought I must try once more! but i want some i want nobody but I want nothing but I want to there very much,but I must have a s____ class on Thursday evening. I'm at a lose.I want to cry!but I must stand up bravely and find confidence again! I want you,but i want you to want me I want nobody nobody but I want nobody but you I want nobody nobody but I Want Nobody But You i want nobody but you~ You should and must know my mind.I dont want saYou should and must know my mind.I dont want say anything to you ,but l want you I also want to believe in myself ,but must face the reality . I want to go there very much ,but I must have a s___ class on Thursday evening. sometimes,i hurt you.but that isn't my heart.i want you can forgive me.now,i must sayi'm sorry是什么意思