I just can not believe it. My memory fails me.. 是什么意思?

I just can not forget him 歌曲开头大概是是I can't believe it ,here the dream's coming true,I can't belie not anything can just I want这句话语法对吗? I look beyond what I can not do,just focus on what I can do! but just can not trust I pretend it does not matter,it just can not see broken heart was twisted. see we fly i'm proud to fly up high belie me i can fly i am singing im fhe sky I'm afraid I can not catch you,just leave me alone My angel.In fact,I still love you.But I just can not be with you... But i can just help them because i do not know . I am not in mood~everything just for I can put anystuff down I feel that I can not reach.just like the polestar in heaven..这话语法对吗? I can not ------my eyes if I see him now.I was just ------ you when I saw his new image. I love you,not just I'm just alone not I just will disappear ,not just to insist,not bow to the difficulty,can succeed!I believe! I just can not believe it. My memory fails me.. 是什么意思?